I speak with Dr. David Min, an oncologist that has special meaning in my life for how his personal touch and realness with me solved a mysterious neurological condition that took me to over 40 medical visits with more than 12 specialists.
I asked him where he learned to practice medicine that left room for him to show up personally the way he did with me and I learned that his worldview was radically torn down by the day he rushed to ground zero on 9/11 and tried to save firefighters that were seriously injured.
“One I remember the most [had what we call a ‘golden moment’ near the end.] He was burned and I was about to intubate him. And he said, ‘Well Doc, I don’t think I’m gonna make it. I want to call my fiance–I just got engaged–to let her know its been good.’ He wanted to say goodbye. So I gave him my phone. Then I tubed him. After that, he passed away in about a couple of hours. I came home. I slept like a baby, no problem. Back to my rotations and I was doing ICU rotation, about three months out. I was ’rounding’ and I started crying. All of a sudden.”
He was experiencing PTSD and depression but readily embraced treatment and recovered.